15 October 2016 @ 10:37 pm
I C U, falling purposely...  
Boredom for an elf was very much a sickness, and one that ran with risks greater than any enemy had in the past. The battle against it was more critical now than any other had ever been, more difficult too, and Legolas always took it seriously. They, elves still lingering in the world, each had their own ways of dealing with it all, and his own, much to his father's continuous disbelief, was to go to school, of any kind. The learning process was interesting, and schools came with the youths, who... while foolish, were most dynamic of all folk, and they could easily sweep him away for their oft wholly irresponsible adventures.

While the teachers were all the stable maturity he needed to balance out the energy of the young adults.

This year, in this place, the choice untried yet was the military school. There weren't any wars raging that the Great Britain was heavily involved with, blessedly so, and none seemed brewing on the horizon, so it was safe to enrol, and as always, it was exceedingly easy to pretend he was younger than the many centuries he actually was. He had the looks for it, and he could still act it with ease. Ever young at heart, no matter just how many decades he had watched pass by.

The life of an elf among humans was a lonely one. They could not grow too close with anyone, and they had to abandon what life they built for themselves after a certain time, when it became too noticeable how youthful they ever were. But Legolas could still smile, and he still did, and his bright and cheerful attitude even in this day and age made him the centre of attention. This time, of the other new recruits. They chatted and laughed together, waiting with anticipation for the instructor who would see them through to the other end.

Possibly, whether they liked it or not.
 
 
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ℬoromir: 「youth」↣ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪs ᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ɴᴏᴡ[personal profile] nosimplewalk on October 16th, 2016 07:06 am (UTC)

I need you here.
You’ll tour another time.
You might even take your pick for your next unit.
… Trust the council’s decision.



Eric Turnis, Captain Turnis, straightened his collar out as he thought about his conversation with his superior. The pull at the corner of his lips did a formable job in expressing his discontent with the situation. He wasn’t meant to lead mere boys through training, he was meant to lead men into battles! He was on the field for over a year and that was where he thrived, that was where he came alive and felt truly at home. Even a month returned to England he could still feel the grainy hot sand seeping into the cuffs of his cloths. He recalled how the sun made the world around him melt into a rippling mess that defied reason. Rather, now he was back home where buildings stood tall and dusty, food was delivered at one’s convenience, and everywhere near there was shelter and a sense of security. He missed the morbid sense of desperation and starvation.

He missed the danger and heightened sense of awareness that came to head with faulty euphoria after long sleepless nights.

Eric couldn’t understand why he was called home and put in a position where he was to teach these boys what they would never learn until they’ve spent time out in the blood soaked fields of battle. He could already feel an irritation of Big Brother watching him as he came home to be rehabilitated back into a world of politics and parliament. Eric could scarcely recognize himself clean shaven and in a pressed suit, let alone recall where to walk on the right side of the street. So much has happened out there he felt a significant absence of life here. Never the less, he was meant to press forward and perhaps after this assignment he would be allowed to go back out into the field, he would be free again from all of this diplomatic exaggeration and once again be where things were primal. Where things were real.

Eric closed his eyes with a soft exhale before he opened them to draw in a new breath and he stepped down the hall with soft clips of his boots and his briefcase in hand.

The military school housed him, as it housed all of the cadets within the program. It was a large school and the grounds were groomed for various training purposes. They were tucked away in the mountains, a hour up from the nearest town. While he did have his own class of soldiers to groom, he did not hold total responsibility for all of the boys here. There were various other instructors and staff to tend to the various needs of the school and placements of other programs. There were security positions that would keep them safe, landscapers, janitorial staff, doctors, nurses, therapists, and so forth. Some of those staff would attend to him as well for his own personal needs. In that, Eric felt some comfort that he was not dumped here without support or direction. He had gone through the very same program nearly ten years prior. He was in his early thirties now and for the most part he held positions for the military that gave him a great deal of experience; which was why his superior pulled him from the field to provide the new cadets with someone real to mentor them. He could appreciate the sense of that, though he did not have to agree to his fate (or like it at all).

Eric stood before the door that would lead him into his classroom and with a feeling of unease to his gut he pushed his way into the room past the door. He took a few steps inside and shut the door behind him and from there he was quiet and took a moment to pass his eyes over each fresh face—

Gods help me…

“Good morning,” He moved to his desk, before the class, and set down his briefcase before he turned to face the class. He wore a uniform of high rank with his badges and pendents upon his persons to demonstrate each every dreadful reason to respect him. He brought a hand up to remove his hat and discarded it to the desk beside him as well. “You will address me as Captain Turnis.. and I will address each of you by your last name. For the next ten minutes I will discuss what is to be done within the next two hours.”

He was efficient, at least, and after the ten minutes passed he had began to follow each step as designed within his brief description of the class. Each student had a tablet and together they would review the syllabus for the next quarter of their academic portion of their training. However, as explained, before they would dive into that it was now time for introductions.

“Each of you will stand and provide your name, age, where you’re from, where you want to go, how you expect these experiences to … get you there.” He had a small frown at the corner of his lips as he thought about his last instruction. As he’s gone over and over within the last month: this was not a place he expected the military to send him. “Two things you will share with us today about your personality and each of you will have exactly four minutes to accomplish this introduction.”

Then, after that, he took a much needed break from presenting to the class to allow the cadets to stand and take their turn. One by one, they told him exactly what he asked for. However, already, two of them needed prompting to follow the instructions as expected.





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—❧ ʟᴇɢᴏʟᴀs: serious or about to cry[personal profile] orcsurfing on October 16th, 2016 10:18 am (UTC)
Legolas took a spot neither at the very front, nor at the very back, somewhere in the middle, so it would be a tiny bit easier to get lost in the sea of new faces, some nervous, some intimidated, others confident and anxious to begin the more exciting side of their stay here. He would still draw attention, he was sure of it, but perhaps not so easily or strongly if he tried not to stand out in any other way. His hair was braided neatly, kept out of the way so no one could complain about him keeping it so long as it was, and his ears were, for the most part, hidden beneath the strands. The tips, at least. It wasn't the most comfortable, mind, but over the many years that he had to keep doing this, he had grown used to it.

Legolas himself was calm, only allowing himself to show some earnest interest when the instructor entered the classroom. Yet when he caught the sight of the man's face, all that fell away. The amusement he felt, the neutrality he strove for, and he could only stare with his eyes barely kept from opening as wide as they could and his lips parted. The words barely reached him, though the voice was as familiar as the face, and it only made Legolas tense up all the more.

One after another the students stood and did as they were told, for the most part anyway. Some answers earned some mirthful giggles from the others, some others earned them groans. Legolas was not listening, distracted by thinking to himself just how was this possible at all, how— how was it so that one living in this age could bear resemblance so close to someone who had lived and died so long ago that no memory, no recounting remained. He thought how cruel it was as well, for him to have to sit here now and be reminded now of memories so, so very painful by this stranger. How his heart ached, the pain raw and all encompassing, and Legolas had to close his eyes and take a steadying breath against the wildly beating heart in his breast.

It was silence that alerted him that something was wrong, silence and the feeling of eyes on him. Legolas opened his eyes to the class staring at him, some with vaguely dubious expressions, others amused by his apparent utter lack of reaction when it was his turn to speak. Yet the look that flustered him the most was the look from Captain Turnis. It held the same fire to it, the same strength, as the look of a friend of the old, and Legolas felt his skin heat up with embarrassment.

How shameful! He was older than all those children combined, including the Boromir lookalike, yet he was still as prone to blushing.

A second, two, and he gathered his wits, standing up resolutely again and letting a smile bloom on his face in spite of the fluster. "Stage fright, I think it can happen to anybody!" He quipped, standing straight and proud. "My name is Legolas Greenwood," or at least that's what his current documents said, and though lying still did not exactly please him, there was nothing for it but to let them spill as smoothly as any truth, for his own safety. "I am twenty-two, and I have lived all my life in Greenwich, London—," he grinned, "As for where I am headed? To see the world, and give aid where it is needed! Be it by fighting for those who cannot, or protecting them." Cheesy, but he had a role to play here, and this role was of a bright-eyed and bushy-tailed youth, ready to take on the world and all its evils, idealistic to a fault and perhaps to be scoffed at. Not that it ran so far from his normal ideals and personality. "No better way to achieve that than by joining the military, I thought!"

Ticktock, ticktock, seconds passed, but four minutes had not. Legolas was done speaking, however.
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ℬoromir: 「youth」↣ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ғᴀᴄᴇ ɪ sᴇᴇ[personal profile] nosimplewalk on October 17th, 2016 07:48 am (UTC)
Eric had listened to each student speak, his eyes followed their mannerisms, their behavior, and he assessed one thing to another by the time they were finished. Soon he had two rows down and was half way through the next when he found himself particularly interested in what the blond had to say. Legolas. It was such a name, yet he couldn’t conceive of what such a name meant. He couldn’t place it, regardless his desire to. It wasn’t like George, Amber, Paul, Anthony, Virgil, Sarah, or any other name he’s ever heard in his life before. There was a strange pull within him that wanted to know that name before—

but it was strange enough that he could not have known it before. Eric settled the feeling with acknowledgement for uniqueness and moved on.

“I’m James, from Essex.. for the last few years I lived in New York and studied abroad before returning—“ another student took their turn and Eric moved his attention in motion of the students taking their turn. Although, he couldn’t help but return his gaze tot he blonde. He covered that curious glance best he could by making it a point to then look to another student, and another, consciously taking effort to appear equally interested. Even if he wasn’t.

Once all was said and done he commented on the array of individuals gathered here. “I think you will find it most appropriate that there are various instructors, mentors, and people you will meet that will compliment your interests. With some of you having spoken about your interest in combat, weaponry, engineering, tactical combat, and so forth… the further you come along in the program the more you’ll find yourself able to tailor your experiences here that will allow you plenty of opportunities for growth.” His eyes then shot back to Legolas. He huffed through his nostrils and turned his back to the class to step around his desk to open up his briefcase.

The next two hours he outlined the expectations of their course within this quarter of their program. Some students were not necessarily on the same program, per say, they each had their outfitted and personalized program that would help them advance in the areas they wished to and some were still in the general stage until they were decided. For the most part, however, they were going to be going through a lot of the same academic and physical training.

He was not only their instructor, commander, captain, he was also their mentor and guidance counselor. He would be spending a lot of time with each of them and he would know their strengths and help them all with resources and plans of action to help them excel.

Gods help me….. why am I here?

Soon enough it was time to break for lunch and he excused them all for the cafeteria. He did not follow, save for his eyes as he watched each of his cadets leave his classroom. His eyes particularly followed Legolas. Once they returned he would need to go over some things about the functions of the program online via their tablets. Navigating the online classroom and schedule blocks. There was the matter of house rules as well. He was stationed on the west wing, with his cadets. Essentially, he would see them entirely too much throughout his day and night. Eric swallowed and stood from his desk with the intention to follow them to the cafeteria.

The rest of the day flew by, all too quickly, though there was some gratitude for that. They would hold weekly schedules, like a job, they would work through the week and their weekends were for chores and play. Even the weekend, still, was scheduled and designed for the year. It was to be expected, Eric lived this life for some time and he recalled the rare occasion or two that something wasn’t planned that happened in his days of training.

It was after supper that he followed the cadets back to their quarters. A few of the kids were asking all sorts of questions - freely addressed as permission was given - and Eric responded to them with his best answers though he didn’t know all of the answers. The strangest question he’d had thus far was: If we were on a complete like … weather disaster emergency.. do we have a safe place to go.. like a storm shelter? Eric hadn’t the bloodiest clue if they did or not. He assumed the place was equipped with a bomb shelter but he didn’t know that! He certainly never had to use it! Either way it got him to chuckle.
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—❧ ʟᴇɢᴏʟᴀs: lets tell ghost stories[personal profile] orcsurfing on October 18th, 2016 08:59 pm (UTC)
For Legolas, it was the strangest day of all, and he had lived through many. So very many. It was not only the voice that pulled on the strings of his heart, not only the face, but more and more, the demeanour, the attitude, and he would even risk to bet that personality would not be far off either. It was Boromir in flesh, if not in name, if not... with the same memories Legolas had of him. His gaze followed the man whenever possible, discreetly, making sure he was not noticed by anyone, most of all Captain Turnis.

Some of his classmates, though, were more observant than he would ever give them credit for. Another lesson for him not to underestimate others so much, or perhaps also not to overestimate his own ability, especially so when he was already so, so very frazzled to begin with. It shook him, clearly, and then it shocked him when he was approached by another classmate during lunch about his apparent crush on their instructor! In his shock and surprise, somehow Legolas doubted he managed to dispel that silly notion. A wide eyed stare, delayed denial, but at least he didn't flush. This time. His efforts, however, earned him nothing much other than a reassuring shoulder pat and the assurance that his secret was safe with them—

At least that. Legolas could appreciate that, even though it wasn't true. He didn't need the other students thinking he had a crush on their instructor, it was enough that even this one knew. It was pretty surprising too, knowing how humanity could be when it came to same-sex relationships. Still, Legolas wasn't going to question it. After the initial denial, he let it play out as it would, finding it safer for the classmate to think it was a crush, not... something far more indescribable and impossible to believe.

It was just this one, and no other, thankfully, and Legolas had not been approached about this matter again by anyone else. Luckily for him, but he made sure to put even more effort into being discreet from now on.

Towards the end of the day, he too was one of the recruits with questions. A smile in place, easy and confident, "Why make the choice to mentor instead of staying out in the field?" He was most certainly not too old, and it seemed, to Legolas's eye, that he left his heart out there somewhere.
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ℬoromir: 「youth」↣ ɪ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴄʀᴏss ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪɴᴇ[personal profile] nosimplewalk on October 19th, 2016 09:43 am (UTC)
He, apparently, seemed to have given off the impression that he’d lightened up! More and more questions came and their faces were bright and eyes illuminated with some kind of hope; though it would be dependent on his answer. Part of him thought this was going to feed over into their time to prepare for bed and perhaps this was one of their ways to push the limits or test the boundaries. How much could they get away with before Eric put down his foot.

The day was long and busy, he was going to sleep well tonight. He would just hope that there wasn’t going to be any trouble where he would have to get up and start disciplining the cadets! He recalled his own mentor being fairly relaxed about house supervision. However, it could have done with the fact that they were pushed physically and mentally each and every day that his mentor likely figured if one of them thought a rousing night of merry-making and mischief they’d have their own consequences to face the next day.

“Ah?” Eric’s brows rose with a sudden vulnerability which his expression supported a bit of shock over. His composure regained, Eric drew in a breath and his expression returned to a relaxed state. Yet the question’s answer had many he could share, but he also needed to keep a sense of secrecy to his disdain for the decision! There was good in it, of course, but Eric had been doing such a fine job keeping that sour mood for it thus far that he didn’t want to accept those optimistic positives.

“Well,” he swallowed and glanced down to Legolas’ chin before he lifted his eyes once again to the handsome blues. “My being here will provide insight to what is in the field—having come from my tour just a month prior I am able to keep the expectations as close to real for you cadets… to help groom you all to face what you may, or what you will.” It was an answer, one that didn’t sit well on his tongue, but delivered none the less. “Experienced leaders can better facilitate the lifestyle than those who have not yet been to the field, or have been so long since going…” What was it about Legolas’ eyes that made Eric feel as if he was still not satisfied? Perhaps his own projection.

Or was he going around the answer and only declaring the benefits? Perhaps that would do for now.
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—❧ ʟᴇɢᴏʟᴀs: totally digging those rugged looks[personal profile] orcsurfing on October 22nd, 2016 09:23 pm (UTC)
Legolas held Turnis's gaze with little shame or shyness, though perhaps he should have feigned some just for the sake of the role he had to play, but he found he couldn't. Not before a man so much like Boromir. He doubted it'd have been appreciated, confidence and pride were better valued by the man in the past, Legolas could only hope it was the same now—

Yet why was he thinking in such terms? It could not be the same man, this was simply impossible. Men were never reborn, far as he knew. Men awaited what Eru had prepared for them all at the end of time, with their ancestors. The true freedom, while elves were bound to live their lives out, no matter how tiresome it would grow. Legolas had been lucky, in that, that with his cherry personality and insatiable curiosity, it was easy enough to live in a world that always had something interesting to offer.

Either way, the answer offered was, as was common to say among his supposed peers, bullshit. Legolas didn't think it was a lie, far from it, or at least not exactly a lie, but he suspected it wasn't all. Be it still thinking he knew this man to have been Boromir, once upon a time, or from his bearing as he spoke.

He couldn't really call out the instructor on his little lie in front of all the students, however, so he kept that to himself. Instead there was another remark, bold just as well, that he was not able to hold in and keep to himself as he probably should have. Legolas smiled, putting up a bit of a front for the sake of Turnis and this one classmate that thought he had a crush on the man, ducked his head with a nod of acceptance and then allowed his gaze to flick back to Turnis's face. "So it is all for... us?" What should have been a tease, and normally would be, had to be reduced to a shy inquiry, "I think we all ought to be honoured!"
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